Psalm 105:4

Look to the Lord and his strength, seek his face always.

a simple verse, but how it speaks to me.

well, it's kinda amazing where and when, and how this verse popped up.
these days have been fraught with negative emotions, feelings of inadequacy& discouragement.

the many worries and matter that plague me, im about to kaboom.
publicity stuff, school work, my keyboard-ing abilities, myself,
and the obvious spiritual dryness cause ive not been seeking God since, eons ago.

but, i think it's wonderful how things work,
like how i decided to open this verse in my mailbox, out of the gazillion other unread emails, right while i was feeling the lousiest about everything.
reallyreally cool, cause it's so simple, just seek the Lord, and strength will come from Him!
:)

and so, i'll continue to seek Him, as I embark on this whooohoo journey.
yay!

(and yes, a good cry helps too!)

on a seperate note, im super thankful for the 4 of you for helping out in the publicity, obligated or self-invited, or just plain nice (you guys can go choose your own catagory. heh.)
it's really amazing how we managed to cut 230 petals, paint 100 toothpicks, cut 120 slips of paper, tape them all together to make a cutesy tulip, all in the span of four hours and not feel weary at all!

and that's just a little fraction of the amount of effort that the team is gonna put in collectively.
publicity, music, decor, ushering, sound and planning-
and so, i really hopehopehope that all the xXon people will turn up for the event! :D

YES. I MEAN IT.
YOU ALL MUST TURN UP OKAY!
hahaha.
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oh and oh.
worship team people have to be the HAPPY TEAM people tmr!
:D
MUST SMILE, ALL OF YOU!