ohm.

Tuesday, October 2

6:47 PM

I NEED THIS ONE CHANCE!

Seriously.
(ohmeohmy. am i turning emo-fied???)

But anyways, I need this one chance!
I need to promote.
Cause well. I think Ive woken up. (A LITTEL!)
become more sensible. (A TEENSY WEENY BIT LITTLE!)
and...
I realise that I CANNOT for the life of me.
RETAIN.

Today, I nearly blew Econs.
My best subject, and I nearly blew it all into infinite pieces.
*kaboom*

My case study's hmm.
I dunno, screwed up?
Really. I thought case study was a mess.
(and this comes from someone who did so well for the last case study. no kidding.)
AND THEN.
what happens?
They gave me a case study which I dont get at all. :(

OH BEST PART OF MY STORY.
My essay.
I did the 25 mark one (I hope I can score. like seriously score) and spent ALOT of time on it.
Checking grammer.
Check sentence structure.
Write nicely.

AND THEN.
At 1032 (paper ends at 1050), my eyes trailed to the instructions.
Answer any TWO questions only.

No kidding.
They CAPs and bold it for me..and i didnt notice!
Okay.
PANIC!

And so. I hurridly wrote 2 essays within the time constraint.
You should see the diff okay.
Handwriting? Atrocious.
Diagrams? Booring. (my earlier one had COLOUR!)
Content? Just a teeennyy weeennnyyy bit lacking. (it's dripping with sarcasm btw.)
OHMYGOSH.
im so afraid I'll screw it all up okay. :(

***
But okayy! According to Habk 3 (ohh. did you know Psalm 18:3 has the same verse as Habk 3:19?) I must still continue rejoicing.!
:)

FRRIIIIDAAAYYY.

hahaha.that's my source of motivation.
And oh! I guess my friends too! :)
And yes Vanessa, apologies for not replying you cause I was happily freaking out on the bus.

I need to seriously PRAY and MUG MY BRAINS OUT.

Or go for stress therapy.

Or go for a brain transplant.
***
On another note.
Why.WHY.WHY do all my friends seem so relaxed?
Okay, not all.. but.
They seem so.. unaffected by the papers.
WHY?

***
On my way back from mugging at church, I passed by the mama-stall near the interchange and it had this VERY intellectual sign posted up.

"PERMANENT PART-TIMERS WANTED"

hahaha.
So hey, if you think you've got inner conflicts, GO SIGN UP!