ohm.

Sunday, May 6

7:55 PM

*plops down on chair

uhh! finally!
REST.

Been up since 630 and I only just got back!
blahh.

I dunno what's up with Praise and Worship today.. just that I feel super unprepared.
Not that I dont know that songs.. eh wait. THAT might just be the case, considering the fact that the chords were all in my head and not on paper..

Or probably the fact that we practiced at Shalom Hall.

Different environment.
And veryvery weird!

I mean, ok lahh. We have Youth there and everything.. but practicing there's REALLY WEIRD!
Cause me and Becca sounded like..
a funeral band.

hahaha. I think the drums been whacked too much that it sounds really bad.
And what happened to the keyboard?? So much of feedback.
So blah.
We finally changed keyboards to this one that was.. ummm. Balanced on top of the amp.

So it was more of a what-the-heck situation, I just pulled a chair, propped my left leg onto my right, try to meddle with the peddle with my right foot, sat in the face of the amp.. and just practiced!

hahaha. So yeaaa, that might have actually caused the whole rush rush situation.
BLAH.

**
Anyways, had a REALLY fun time in cell just now, from 11 ~ 1.
Just sat there and TALK NONSENSE.

I mean yeaa, we had cell good and proper, but! Like 3/4 of the time was spent talking about irrelevant stuff.
hahaha.
So fun.

AND AFTERWHICH.
Stupid stupid PW required me to go ALLLLLL the way down to PS just to do some blah GPP.

WHO EVER CREATED PW?!
WHY?!

So yes, we went to TCC and okay!
bad service!
And the mood there was.. tired.
I mean, yeaa. We're all tired and plus, Im sick for an inexplicable reason.

So yes, I dont wanna elaborate cause it'll only serve to pissify me.

**
AND DILEMMA!!!

Should I book tickets for a FAMILY VACATION or not go cause it clashes with COUNCIL CAMP?
Should I play for the JUNE OUTREACH or SPEND TIME STUDYING/PREPARING FOR MISSION TRIP/PRACTICING FOR SHIRLIE'S WEDDING/ PRACTICING FOR PRAISELAND?

WHAT TO DO?!

**UPDATE UPDATE**
I have finally reached a conclusion to my woes and Im not gonna question me decisions!

hahaha.

So yes. After praying, weighing Pros&Cons, asking my mum/bro for their opinions..

1.Im gonna go on the family vacation.

2. I'LL PLAY FOR THE OUTREACH!
YAY!

Sorry dot that I didnt exactly listen to your advice.. hahaha.
But I just didnt feel right not playing, for various reasons but that's just gonna reside in the large expanse above the neck.

But my mum says that after the outreach.. I just gotta serve in one ministry!

And that was when I chose to zone out.